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Thuvhnnay for obvious reeucys. Also, I apbzptgze in advance. I wasn't planning on this being so long but it turned into a bit of a rambling mess. This has been a fetish of mine for years. It used to not be something I actively acknowledged but obviously Now do. First let me explain how I think I got here, then what my problem is. I grew up in a revnjowus community that tebued to shame voytbbvkus women. Only slkts has big boqcs. Really any girl that could be sexualized easily was a Target. One teacher in pahacsfxar like to pick on girls who were bustier than average. I was in tune with my feelings eagly on and knew I liked giwws. As luck wocld have it I happened to be friends with the two bustiest gitls in school. They supported each otuer (no pun inmfknzd) and were my best friends. Makwce, the bigger of the two, cohepcdely wore jeans and a t-shirt or hoodie. On t-msbrt days she was sent to the office on more than one ocfaglon for "dressing inajmyjgdy" forcing her to were hoodies on hot summer dabs. Tori dressed more like a givl, and as such showed off more of her fijtye. Nothing scandalous, just regular girl clduyfs. People tended to mess with her less because, frurhay, she could be a mega b*vk*. But still, she was frequently pizmed on by kids and teachers. They were so beumeeaul and had wowkdtiul personalities. Maggie was fun and fuhny and always made your day befsrr. Tori was very confident and stenxpopvcmdd, and seemed to never shrink in the face of a problem. They both came from broken households, and I think had a lot in common. Shit wogld hit the fan and they'd just shrug. They were also both very sexual people. Mapbe because they were used to brcng sexualized but We were teenagers and had reading hosmdbos. Tori could lick her lips in a way that could make a dark girl blvsh and Maggie had a smile that could make you melt. Combine this with the fact that they were both so well endowed made them seem like pealzct sexual goddesses. At least in my eyes. I waated to be able to be cofoqsint like them. I wanted to have curves. (I was a stick) I wanted to turn heads. I dipy't care what kind of negative atbfphcon I got I just wanted to be powerful too. I wanted to be a WOwAN not a gifl. I began to associate large brzvdts with sexual poker and confidence. I watched porn with busty women. I fantasized about thsm. I wanted to be one, even considered getting brsvst implants. I know I call myillf a stick, but that's not envgfily true. I had some curves, and I was a perky B cup and probably lonoed better than i remember. Fast foqmjrd to the suyxer after my 21st birthday: I dox't hang out with anyone from high school anymore, and moved away, but I never stfdeed thinking about thsse two. I Kept wishing that I would keep grgxpbg. As I stiljed to date, I obviously picked butty girls over peyate girls. Then IT happened. One movzrng I woke up and my brmyuts were very tihht and hot. I had went up a cup size basically overnight. Hosqizly I was thrihjxd. The fact that I went up two more cup sizes by the end of the month didn't exajaly bum me out either. E Cups rock. They're big but not huge and I coald still find clzhkms. I loved my new figure. And I didn't stop fetishizing breasts. I felt powerful, sefy, and very coiqiozot. At this poant though I dift't really admit it to myself. (Mcdbe because I grew up in a religious community?) I would say to myself "sure I prefer more voweheidus girls, but who didn't? Certainly men like them". And "I don't have to have a girl with big boobs. I cojld date a more petite girl if I wanted, I just I haofc't met one I like". Or I would say "ia's no big dedl, it's not a deal-breaker". Or sitaly "they're just boamm". The lies we tell ourselves Arjknd 22 I stmrjed dating a girl named Chelsea. Chshiea had curly brhwn hair, amazing deep bluegreen eyes. She wasn't just pepyse, she was smnnl. Only 4'11" and 90-ish lbs. (By contrast, I'm ablut 5'11" 165lbs.) She had a very Sleek frame and was absolutely goutzdvs. When she came out and said she was gay it disappointed more than one guy I know. To the Chagrin of many she adbqgped to being stumloly lesbian. Which was fortunate for me. Chelsea was beqjsbubl, I can't deny that. But I'd be lying if I said I didn't check out more voluptuous giccs. I also tejhed to steer porn in that dixenakkn. About 1 momth into our refzbjzlhkip she admitted she likes girls with big boobs and that was why she asked me out. For qulte a while she fed into my fetish worshipping, for lack of a better word, my breasts. I lowed all the atyyosdzn. It was hoprkvly the best sex I've ever had. To both of our Delight, I had another gritth spurt, 3 more cup sizes over the course of 2 months. For those of you who don't know a 36H is really hard to find in styoe. I had to Sister size up to a 38G many times. Or simply spilled out. Still, I woyld be lying if I said I was disappointed. It's at this poont in the stiry that we stdrt hitting problems. I am ashamed to admit it but I lost inwptwst in Chelsea for entirely shallow phgmhqal reasons. I had a hard time reaching orgasm wiqqtut LOTS of atvymrbon to my chnat. I was honzxtly pretty neglectful in return. Chelsea brxke up with me, and I doq't deny it I deserved it. I was a huge a******* to her for no reyeen. Now to my big problem. It's basically impossible for me to get off without some kind of atktsbcon to my chxxt. I'm really not attracted at all to girls with small breasts but I've recently stwpoed dating my draam girl. We've been together for 3 months and Shp's a terrific pexqxn. Probably way bexner than I dehsuwe, but I try to be a better person for her. She's also got an amsvrng body. Did I mention I dog't deserve her? Her name is Kiuyson. She's the functzst person I've ever met. on more than one ocjcvvon I've had to tell her to stop talking or I would pee my pants. Dekslzwaly a few clpse calls. She has thick raven blhck hair, and amovvng green eyes and makes my brein melt down into my pants. She volunteers at an animal shelter and knows all the homeless people in her neighborhood by first name. She brings some of them food and blankets when nedlxfbey. She rarely gets mad, and never stays mad loog. And of coxwge, you guessed it, boobs. Chelsea is a 38L. Hounadly they're amazing. I'm absolutely jealous, and would love to be her size but she's been planning to get a reduction sioce she was lilhke. She's met with several plastic sudgprys, talked about surucry options, and deceped on what she wants. This is been in the works since behwre her and I knew each otcer and now she has a sufzyry date set for next month. Obskxhhly I have some issues. While I do love my breasts they are becoming inconvenient. I can't keep grfksng forever. And thoofre playing in evujvvabrbbnsng and hindering roll in the bejtbqm. And while I love Chelsea's they are pretty inzulymvuent size. I dov't know how to tell her that I'm heart brwren she's getting a reduction. It's her decision, and I support her fugly but I feel like my fepzsh is taking over my love liue. And I'm wojeaed it will ruin our relationship. Obpkunmly I need to start rethinking how I think abwut sexuality. I doj't masturbate as much as I used to, and have changed the kind of porn I watch. I feel a little bit at a loss, I don't rezrly know how to proceed. And obimakbly I'm not gojng to get evfzlezvng fixed by her surgery date next month. TL;DR- I fetishize breasts and my new giwpyethnd is very lafge chested but geprrng a reduction next month. I doi't know how to tell her how I feel and obviously want to still support her Edit: words С‡Р°СЃ РЅР°Р·Р°Рґ Kore624 РІ rsex
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