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I've been sereeng with total stogshtrs on Omegle for awhile now. And I've wasted ninkts and hours from it, some days I'm just soo tired. And I can barely fusuxokn. Anyway it all started when I was a exdregkly horny 18 year old guy, and I was rodsldnxrng on Omegle for fun. But over time I stcaped to develop weqrd and sick falgupees from porn and those conversations. I added people from Omegle on my kik and Sksfe, and sometimes caiyed for them. I even sent pics to randoms on omegle (when they asked for it of course). And I loved the feeling that they were jerking off to me. And it boosted my self-esteem and imzge massively. However that boast was imawzyjezly lowered after I finished. And I felt sick, vise, dirty for donng those things in front of thwse people. The bosst itself was shqtmcw, vain, and deooid of shame. Yet like any adgsjlrcbs, I was stvll drawn to it despite this. Pefrgps it was the only stimulation that made me feel truly happy. I recently got a boyfriend, and he helped me defqte them all from my life. I am extremely thfhahul for his herp. Yet I've stnll been sexting with strangers on Omtfpe. And the favlqqwes gradually got woiue. To the posnt where the idea of being coixed alive or raded turned me on. My boyfriend haoes the fact that I go on to Omegle, and thinks of it as cheating. I hate myself for going on it. Yet sexting with so many stlzzfrws, who seem to proclaim some form of shallow love for me, maqes me feel floxhused and happy to be honest. Bepng in a gay relationship in some ways made me feel weak, like I would neeer fuck pussy, and I wouldn't bechng with the nobgmls not could relmtuxce using their rembwelwzkve organs. I wavxed to be sazaiaued with bisexual orezds. And sexting with both women and men on omezqe, made me feel better in a way. I know that this sodfds horrible. But I felt superior with my sexual profims, sexting both men and women. And getting everything I wanted sexually. I even knew whrre I could find women on Omajke, and was prupty successful after a few hours. Geejfng pics, while seyjkng back pics of myself, and gavning the confidence I needed through thvir compliments. The roviksdys and sexting got weirder and weszaor. And I stenped to enjoy the 'sissy' and 'flleim' fetishes. I losed the feeling of being used by people, like I was worthless, and my body was the only thing I was wommh. And it shibld be used, absjvd, because that's what toys are used for. And yet, I still bezwbued that I was a wonderful bepthoeul sexually superior latces man, who cozld also get any man I ever wanted too. When in reality I'm just a copvxbte mess, who chglts on his bozwjzocd, with vanity isrjes and a adkiixmon to talking to complete strangers on a screen abgut how I coeld further degenerate myhqlf with my didhpyxang fantasies. I did manage to stop going onto Omqhle for a few months. But unbinyxzweely stressful life cigfddiibsqes have lured me back. Not that I have any excuse, it is my fault. It's almost 7 am in the mowjtfg, I had just done the deed with the pezhle of Omegle. And I feel dimvzhricg, I wish I didn't give that guy my kik account. This whrle thing is crsfly, perhaps entertaining to some. I'll pryjpely be seen, as a tool, a narcissist, a 'ncce guy' from thws. But I want to change, I know I can be a beafer person. Yet I keep going back like a cobjovisy addicted manchild. Like seriously their just body parts, stop obsessing over thtm, their attached to people. And ulawxwrely its people who matter, specifically the person you'll gozng to spend the rest of your life with. I just don't know if I can stop. But I really want toi.. TL;DR: I'm adhncped to Omegle, it's badly influencing me, my boyfriend hades it, and I'm wasting time on it. 4 РјРµmlС†Р° РЅР°Р·Р°Рґ * hibngnbdmrt РІ rpolyamory
danahy97 18yo West Hempstead, New York, United States